The Final Mind Battle and the Realization of Enlightenment – Mergence of Spirit

Again, to remove oneself from ego, attachment from the ego self, all the negative emotions of the self, all the karma, and then one day you cross all the obstacles and pass all the deceives of the ego mind that is trying to stop you and has been controlling you and humanity since the start, once you start to get deep into the subconscious mind, the deep core of the physical ego mind, after all that biorobot-boss is telling you, make you feel horrible, guilty, ugly, nasty, shameful, humiliated, disgraced, and regretful all turn horrible even for things in the past seemed naive, childish, and innocent mistakes, and the last thing it will tell you is to kill yourself.

It will try to terminate you all together if it is about to lose its supreme control nature. For all time, your true physical ego-self mind is acting as your creator and guardian secretly in the way of its own will and survival. And as it’s the ego-self, it will only want to rein you in with its supremacy power, and you are a subject to satisfy its desires and commands. It will not let you share its power unless you can prove your own spiritual wisdom, spiritual capability, and spiritual readiness to share the sacred responsibility and the hidden sacred power with you. But first, you must conquer and win the battle, or else you would end in destruction, or it may punish you for your disobedience by letting you live in a mental state of delusion and worse disability.

That is wrong when your physical mind tells you to kill yourself, and with all the cultivation power you have achieved through life practices, you can answer it "no,", at first, because you always practice "non-killing" and that is the vow that you always uphold. Second, you already gave up yourself, all the suffering and body in your fire meditation practice. From now on, you have become a new self, the sacred self in you, and then the ego self will go away, vanishing by itself.